Ms Da solitary paradise
Wednesday, June 25, 2008

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 10:20 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

Every little thing..

Valerie asked me once during dinner "Ain't you gonna change your hp display pic? Or remove his photo from your wallet?" I kept quiet and mumbled softly "I don't know." I seriously don't. My lappie's display pic is him, so is my hp and msn display pic. I still keep a photo of us on my study table, and in my wallet. And I'm still wearing the ring he gave me.

It's been 5 months now. Sometimes I feel that men are such crafty creatures. I thought I can't survive without him. But life still goes on, and it's been so well that I feel gulity and apologetic towards him. Even so, he's always on my mind. Every little thing reminds me of him.

Sometimes when I missed him so much, I will cry even though I promised him I would never cry again. I would cry so hard, so hard that my heart aches and I start to get breathless. But I still continue to cry...

"Baby, will I ever dream of you again? I miss you so much."


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