Ms Da solitary paradise: September 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 10:02 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

Announcement! I'm officially jobless now! heh. Yap, today is my last day at work. It's amazing how fast time flies. I still can't believe I lasted 14 months in this job! Incredible.. Anyway my team n I went to Shangri-la hotel for buffet dinner at The Line on Monday. Beautiful place to dine in. The food was good for some, ok for others. But the seafood n mushroom soup is a must try!



Check out these desserts-in-a-cup. Ain't they cute?



Fondue fountain with strawberries n marshmallows!



My colleagues! Girl Power!



Saturday, September 16, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 2:47 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

I thought I'm losing interest in everything. Apparently not. I realised I'm still passionate about dancing. Went to union with the gang last nite. Finally. Haven't been there for 3-4 months. The feeling is special. I don't know how to explain it man. I can feel the adrenaline pumping and my feet moving to the rhythm of the music.

Danced quite a lot throughout the nite. Salsa, bachata, even merengue. It was DARN FUN!

Think I must start practising harder. Mr Ho. (u know who u are!) kept "complaining" about my bouncing problem, and Mr Koh. kept saying I'm too nervous. Ha Ha~

Frankly, I was quite nervous at first. The lack of practise is making my "skills" all rusty. Must TRY to go more often. Dance more, then I will improve and be better. Anyway, I had SO much fun last nite. Let's do it again!!


Friday, September 15, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 1:10 am 」
2 freaking screams!

A friend told me this..

"you seem to be a bit lost about your life again. like you're not motivated to continue your studies and sort of like not so concentrated in your singing too. you need someone to boost you from stoning mode to a hyper mode, cos it's like you're in hibernation."

Am I really in hibernation? Maybe I'm simply too tired.

Work, studies, test, projects, deadlines. It's driving me nuts. Sometimes we do things not because we enjoy it or like it; we do it because it's the so-called 'right' thing to do. Sounds kind of pathetic, but it's true. If given a choice, I would NOT want to go through all these. I want to be free and just enjoy life. But, it's not possible. It takes a lot of courage to do something not conventional. Even if you aren't bothered by how others look at you, you have to consider how others may look at your loved ones, in my case my parents.

I want them to be happy n proud of me. But sadly, I can't recall anything which I did that make them proud. I'm not academically-inclined, not excellent at anything and definitely don't have any skills to speak of. I'm just an ordinary girl, so ordinary.

Sigh. I'm like a car without petrol. Losing energy and momentum. Everybody's moving forward, but I remain stagnant. I wanted so much to move on like everybody else, but I can't. Or rather, I didn't want to. Maybe my mind and body are protesting. They need a break to recharge. Maybe I should take a short holiday soon. = )

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is sometimes it's tiring to do the 'right' thing. It may be right, but it may not be what you really want. Sigh. I'm so sad..

Here's a question for all..

Would you
A. Go through all those conventional shit cos you know it's the right thing to do though u may not like it much; or
B. Do something you really enjoy/like but it's not the usual path that others take?


Wednesday, September 13, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 6:47 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

Some interesting clips to share with all dance lovers..

Rumba

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Yy-Ws2c2ZE&mode=related&search=

Mambo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaG0rVi7Xiw

Bachata (my fav!!) - Anyone know the title of this song?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyaxbEcvu9k


Wednesday, September 06, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 11:36 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

喜欢就是喜欢
讨厌就是讨厌
有那么难吗
有那么复杂吗
人，总在要失去的那刻
才懂得珍惜 懂得坦白

为什么不能在一开始就把心里的话说出来
为什么要一直压抑自己的感觉
爱，不是应该勇敢说出来吗
可惜 这种勇气 不是每个人都有

不能紧握在手里的，就不是真正的幸福
但 即使紧握在手里
不好好珍惜 也一样会失去

一个不敢爱也不想爱的人
即使幸福来了 他也不会珍惜
他 是个可怜的人


Monday, September 04, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 12:25 am 」
0 freaking screams!

I want a guardian angel.

One who would protect me.

Pick me up when I am down.

Guide me when I am lost.

Stay by my side when I am alone.

Break away the walls around my heart.

Tell me, where can I find my guardian angel?


Saturday, September 02, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 3:19 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

Which is better - Good food or Good Sex?

My friend n I came to a conclusion::

Fat, old, ugly bitches enjoy good food. Bitches prefer good sex.

This reminds me of a song I'm a bitch..

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way