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Friday, July 27, 2007

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 11:56 pm 」
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How to deal with disappointment?

This is my 2nd week at work. Initially I was hoping to grasp everything within the first week, but not all goes smoothly.

For a start, I need to prepare the lithographic charges for the tender documents. The previous lady didn't have any hands-on experience with this so I've to learn it step-by-step on my own, with some help from my boss. It was tough but I managed.

Then comes the accounting system. This is the first time I'm doing full sets accounts, so I'm quite apprehensive of what to expect. Well, the system wasn't too difficult, the challenge is in keying the right amounts in the right places. Key anything wrong and you will have to reverse the entries, creating extra work. So far I haven't made any mistakes, I hope.

Today's challenge is issuing of pay cheques. Seems like the entire office is waiting for me. Under the invisible pressure, I rushed and in the end? Issued 2 cheques wrongly! Wasted paper and time. Gosh, don't know what the boss will say when he sees it. *cross fingers*

Plus, one of my projects is due next Monday and I haven't done much. My head feels like a worn out engine, refusing to work. I've to remind myself the importance of this degree, then I will FORCE myself to start writing. Pathetic, eh? With all the month-end closing and deadlines, I'm starting to feel the stress.

I begin to doubt my own abilities. Am I capable to handle so much work? Can I handle the pressure?

This is my last semester, I really don't want to screw it up. But I like my current job cos it gives me the opportunity to learn and explore, plus I like the location and working environment.

Tough choice. =(

Digress a little..

Every Monday, boss will buy 4 bouquets of roses and I, yes ME, have to arrange them. Being inexperienced, I was pricked by the thorns for many many times. =(



My virgin flower arrangement. =)


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