Just got back from union. Didn't really enjoy myself. Felt kind of lost, like I do not belong there. I should be having fun, yet I just feel like getting out of there. I was stressed when I dance; it almost felt like a chore.
I'm frustrated with myself actually. I can't get the steps right and my body is stiff like hell! It's been so long since I started dancing, yet the improvement is little. What should I do? Frustrated. Thwarted. Disappointed. What should I do?