Ms Da solitary paradise: August 2006
Saturday, August 26, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 12:34 am 」
0 freaking screams!

My 25th birthday!

25th August. My birthday came n went, older yet again.

Thank you guys for the dinner, presents n cake! It was lovely.



Dinner at Changing Appetities 23.08.06



At fuego 23.08.06


Monday, August 21, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 11:36 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

一个像夏天一个像秋天 - 范玮琪

第一次见面看你不太顺眼 谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天 却总能把冬天变成了春天

你拖我离开一场爱的风雪 我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人后生命全改变 原来不是恋爱才有的情节

如果不是你我不会相信 朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱 把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我 只是骂我几句

如果不是你我不会确定 朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音 我的有口无心
我离不开 Darling 更离不开你

你了解我所有得意的东西 才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情 却为我的美好形象保密

Was listening to this song when I suddenly thought of Gret n Valerie.

To me, Valerie is like summer 夏天. A bubbly girl with a bright sunny smile. Gret is like winter 冬天, cold but with an attitude of her own. I am like autumn 秋天, a season with a little sadness. Three different characters, three different personalities, yet able to bond closely together.

遇见一个人后生命全改变, 原来不是恋爱才有的情节.


Thursday, August 17, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 2:30 am 」
1 freaking screams!

Should I believe?

- Extracted from a friend's blog -

In life, it doesn't matter who you are, but whether someone appreciates you for what you are, accepts you and loves you unconditionally. A REAL hubby or wife is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
To respect and share, to forget oneself and care wholeheartedly for the other, and most of all, to go the extra mile for the other if you have to without whining or complains.

Everybody is looking for that special someone; the other half who is lost since birth, only to be found so one can be a whole again. It's not easy to find someone who truly loves you for who you are, seeing what others don't see in you, caring wholeheartedly for you without wanting anything in return. Though I don't believe in love nor marriages anymore, I might have a change of heart if someone like this really exist and is willing to go all out to make me believe that it's worth taking the risk to fall in love again.

Was talking to a close gal friend about marriage. She told me that she will want to get married if the right guy comes along. But for me, I do not believe, or rather I've already lost faith in love. Only a few close friends know what shit I've been through.

I digress. Let's not go into that.

It seems like a norm that marriage is a must in life. I disagree. Maybe because I've already lost faith in love. Maybe I've seen too much unhappy marriages. Or simply because I don't want to be tied down by a marriage certificate.

Call me selfish but let's face it. Lost freedom, responsibilities and commitment, all these come along with the marriage certificate. It's too much a burden. The promises and vows will mean nothing if they can't be kept. Marriage is like a gamble. It's whether you are willing to take the risk.

Maybe I haven't met The person who can really convince me to change my belief. Maybe I will, if I'm willing to take the first step.


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 12:37 am 」
0 freaking screams!

Lost opportunities

Sometimes you made a wrong decision, and lost the golden opportunity given to you. Such opportunities are rare, maybe only happened once in a lifetime. But it happened to me twice. And I let it go, twice.

Did I made the right decision not to go? Or was it foolish of me? I don't know. It's too late to find out anyway. Don't do things that you will regret. If you already done it, then don't regret it. So there, no regrets for me. Maybe a little. Nah.

Another opportunity is coming my way, and I'll have to grab it no matter what. It might be my last chance. Besides, if I don't go, alot of my friends will 'kill' me, cos they know I've been waiting for this for almost a year.

Last and final chance - it's now or never.


Saturday, August 12, 2006

「 Ms Da Yakking Away At 10:54 pm 」
0 freaking screams!

New Blog!

Finally, a brand new blog! This blogspot thingie is damn tough for an IT kuku like myself! I took nearly 3 hours to set it up. All the html are killing me! Arrgghh! o.O~

I've been using friendster blog for the past 10 months n feel that it's time for a change. The blogskin designs are nicer n there's a tag board! Neat!

A new blog, a new beginning. So it's bye bye friendster blog, Hello blogspot!!